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spacemonkeyzero 20040922 Side Effects Of I-cha  19:16 İlk önce inanamadım.. Bu inançsızlığın etkisiyle "Ayçaa?" dedim sonra o da "Yaasin?" dedi ama sanki bana bakmıyordu –bu yüzden ya ben ya da o, birimizden biri, gerçekte orada olmayabilir; hayal gördüğümü düşünüyorum–. Konuşmamız 40 saniyeyi geçmemiştir. Şimdi keşke Güllük'te ilk bulduğumuz yere oturup en azından 20 dakika –en ideali 10 dakika çünkü, bence, I-cha sıkılmadan en fazla 10 dakika benimle sohbet edebilir– uzunluğunda bir diyalog olsaydı diye düşünüyorum. Bu 40 saniye –daha önce dediğim gibi 40 saniyeden daha az da olabilir, hiç yaşanmamış da olabilir– boyunca heyecanlıydım ama asıl olay "Kendine iyi bak" –belki de "Görüşürüz"– diyip ayrıldıktan sonra sanki kafama bir huni saplayıp bir kova dolusu adrenalini bedenime boşaltmışlar gibi heyecanlı-mutlu-sırıtık-bastığım yeri hissetmez-zamandan ve mekandan soyutlanmış bir halde buldum kendimi. Biraz kendime gelince kendi kendime "I need a Pepsi. I need a Pepsi." diye sayıklamaya başladım –tabiki içimden. Zamanla "IneedaPepsi, IneedaPepsi.." şeklini alan sayıklamalar arasında gerçektende Pepsi'ye ihtiyacım olduğunu düşündüm. Bu büyüklüğü sanal adrenalin dalgasını –gerçekten de adrenalin salgım artmıştı– büyüklüğü gerçek bir kafein dalgasıyla dengelemekti planım. Ve işe yaradı. 20060208 I don't understand no shit. Well, this is Analytical Chemistry class and as I said I don't get no shit. It's better to watch the figures of the chix sitting on front row/rows. Watching them tidying their tits in their bras. I'm planning to quit smoking. Not a surprise, I know, I said that before –many times. Till the time I wake up I taste blood. It's a rainy day, reminding me Shirley (or Shirly) Manson singing in the video "I'm Only Happy When It Rains". If I don't have to get this class, I'll get Technical English For Chemists class. I had downloaded some .pdf files discribing to make explosives, drugs, paints, etcetera... So TEFC class would be helpful... This class is about calculations but my maths brain was dead years ago. I hardly can do additions –even it takes long for me to do calculations with two digit numbers. I better use my chance when I still have word-processing skills –if I have any. This is how I waste my life. I'm slaved to this monotoned system. Seems like I don't have many chances to brake the chains. Unfortunately, I live it in a destinitive way. Like a leaf, in fall, felt on a river and floating with water without any chance to resist. So I try to regularize my life to get used to it systematically. Professional slavization. Hahaha, slavization sounds like civilization to me. I see the skin of her head and that drives me stab her with my pencil on the top of her head –just to see the results, I could do that so I better put my pencil away. I think, my science brain is dead also. Sir Alec Issigonis is right, maths kills creativity. So I must be very creative since my maths brain was dead. NaHCO3 sodyum karbonat Na2HPO4 disodyummonohidrojenfosfat izo elektrik noktası Alpha Bravo Charlie Delta Echo Fox (?) 20060213 GALVANIC CELL(S) Zn-C DRY CELL(S) NH4Cl amonyumklorür MnO2 mangandioksit ZnCl2 çinkoklorür ⇨ nemli karışım (pil deşarj olmadıysa) metal levha: çinko çubuk: grafit (karbon) ELECTROCHEMISTRY CHEMICAL KINETIC REACTION MECHANISM(S) HEAT FACTOR ON REACTION(S) ANALITICAL CHEMISTRY PHOTOCHEMICAL REACTION(S) sport-fucking 20060214 ⊕ Poliprotik Asit Çözeltisinin Bileşiminin pH ile Değişimi ⊕ Poliprotik Asit: Birden fazla hidrojen verebilen asitler. ⊕ Bileşikten H ayrıştırmak için ortam bazikleştirilebilir. (?) NÖTRALİZASYON TİTRASYONLARININ UYGULAMALARI (NÖTRALİMETRİ UYGULAMALARI) NaHCO3 sodyum karbonat Na2CO3 sodyumbikarbonat 2NaHCO3 ısıtma ――――――――――――→ 270°C-300°C Na2CO3(k)+H2O(g)+CO2(g) (HOCH2)3CNH2 THAM NaOH sodyumhidroksit (camla tepkir) 20060215 Fizik 6 Mart & 17 Nisan Genel Kimya soru 13.3 cilt 1 I AM A DOGGY STYLER I AM A DOGGIE STYLER   REDHEADS DO IT BETTER REDHEADS  DO IT  BETTER   COCK OF THE HEN-HOUSE  COCK  OF    THE HEN-HOUSE   BANG'N'BALL ALCOHOL ROCK'N'ROLL BANG'N'BALL   ALCOHOL ROCK'N'ROLL I 1 V 5 X 10 L 50 D 100 C 500 M 1000 1-3999 I-MMMIM CO2 + 2OH- ↓ hidroksit ―――→ CO3- ↓ karbonat + H2O NaOH sodyumhidroksit 20060216 Dışarıda rüzgar deli gibi esiyor. Hava 4°C filandı. Olbia'daki suyun buz tuttuğunu gördüm. Şimdi şu sıkıcı 20120131060200 You don't let my heart go At least lemme love you on parole 20120310  Declaration of Independence of 2012 March 10th  For it was obviously one-sided, our belonging to our former-from-now-on Queen, is no more valid as it is declared here. Like everyone else, still, our former-from-now-on Queen and her predecessors have rights under the circumstances listed below.  Our dependence could be held by you for short or long term as long as we want so.  In any of short or long or life-time affairs and/or relations between us and you (in some cases third or further parties) could be ended or delayed or suspended without the necessity of showing a reason. Your loss is –as it says– your loss, so is your responsibility for it. Our loss will be you, so if you value your being highly, you may better leave in peace.  Mutual benefits of sides are more important than any side but our side can always have a more important benefit than other sides are having.  The third or further parties are welcome in any occasions that adds more benefits at least our side. Under situations between us and second who does not favor the accompaniment of third, we have the right to dispose the second and go on with the third due to our beneficial subjects.  Our piercing is not included in an affair or relationship between us and you unless all sides agreed it is –not the majority, all sides we emphasize.  It is our natural right to make further declarations which may revise and/or update and/or upgrade and/or bypass this very one.  Hereby, we –my mind, my body, my soul, my being– agreed to declare that our independence is held only and only by us and the ones which we let to. 20120524  21:04 I've seen the worst thing in my yet-lived life tonight. A black dress and crocs. Like that wasn't enough alone those fucking things were orange. 20130311 What if I'm not three dimensional but isometric and you all are falling into that illusion? 20160525 Canıma geleceğine manama gelsin. 20170802 I am not even "I". "I" is first, single person. I'm only single. 20170806 Cinderella was so ugly, even a fairy could have her fixed for a limited time. 20171120 1252 This [life] is a simulation and our inner voices are actual voices of another person. I have to admit that this is a brilliant load-share system. 20180516 Yatıyorum kalkıyorum Osmanlı'nın Anadolu'ya hakimiyetine şükrediyorum; şu an A mouth that can I slept in the bed of gods Ate their godly food Makes you want to eat more of it Saw the earth rusting, cracking, chipping Heard the millions of hammers forging my life They don't forge what I want And they don't know what they're forging There was a mouth communicating with her eyes A mouth that can curse you with a sentence And with a smile that can cure anything I couldn't dare to communicate with eye contact but we talked The bed of gods is hard to be alone in Won't let you sleep, won't let you eat Degrades you if you dare to sleep alone in it Dry as a coffin Translate İrfan SEYREK sux. İrfan SEYREK is a fat-cock sucker he could deep-throat even the hugest dick. Translate this pendejo. Warpaint I didn't know it was a hard thing to get up early. Ask me now... It is hard to get up anytime. No matter how well I slept. I think it begins from the start. I cannot sleep without the music on (Warpaint mostly). (Oh, by the way, I don't mean their music makes me sleepy but Warpaint is a tranquilizer without side effects but addiction.) The question "Why?" hates it when I lay in my bed. It's asleep I'd be asleep in 20 minutes. fictionalize Reality is how you fictionalize it. innocent; The future you're heading to is innocent; it is your past killing you. şey  Yine de o partiye gidip içebildiğim kadar içeceğim. Beni neden çağırdığını anlayamadım. Benimle arkadaş olduğunu mu anlatmaya çalışıyor? Benim de onu bir partiye çağıracağımı mı düşünüyor? <hakaret> ucuz bira almış ve "hiç yavru yok". Bende hatırı sayılır miktarda alkol tüketiyorum. Çünkü yapacak daha iyi bir şey yok. En iyi şey terasta içip biran önce sarhoş olmak. Belki o zaman buna katlanabilirim. Koca partinin ortasında yanlızım. Neden burada duruyorum bilmiyorum? Çekip gitsem, yürüyerek şehri gezsem... Gidemiyorum... Beni tutan ne? Tembelliğim mi?  Sigara

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